New? now? waaa

kay past few hours i tried updated my blog. well more of upgrading it, and it turned out . . . macam ni gak lah..

Sooo slunger.. dumbo in it. what else to say?

Got a new niece. Got a weird sister. Me and my best friend "broke off" how do you say when your not actually friends anymore?

I realise that im complicated person. picky, choosy. irriatating in a way.

aku ngantuk nih.. hmm oh, izz just got a bf. eceh wait till 22 konon! haha.. dah "jodoh" kan?

aku? still single and im LOVIN' it! for real. tak banyak fikir seh..

anyway gona update later with more pics. mybe raya pics too. for now ta ta

Maybe. . . maybe i am the worst as some might think of me. maybe you are all the  things people said abt...

maybe? there are possibilities. maybe instead of them not understanding you, its you who dont understand your self? maybe this is what happening to me...

Juniors.. among netball players of Ivory Heights. Smk Bukit Gading daaa

more pics coming!!!

from left, mira, fairuz and hanis

yes as you can see, they have inherited my batch madness. their seniors were like this and were even worse.. NOW!

They got second for zone, and top 5 for district. few of them will be chosen for state tournament. good luck girls!!!

They're keeping it there... We often wins the tournaments or the least in top 5. its hard to be the winner but its even harder to stay as winner.

These were among the things that have happened in April 2006

1. Finals for my second semester
2. Holiday for second semester
3. Dad's birthday
4. Finals out!
5. My juniors netball tournament and hang out
6. Zura's birthday

Dad's birthday . 23 April .

We had a small gathering between family. Got a cake, dad wasnt around on the day. He went for tabligh and got back from tabligh at night.

on 29 April, my friends and i celebrated zura's birthday. since asya, izz, wani  werent around me, bear and tai celebrated her birthday together and hang out!! here are some pics at Waffle World at OU. oh as for the guys they werent invited. lots of issues with them.

the cake. . .Zura JaNes!! hahaha it should have been Zura James, as James is her bf's name. people in lurve.. u kno..that was a cool mistake tho.

Can you mend a broken heart?

a heart that was always kept for you.

a heart that never gave up on you.

can you heal that heart?

the heart that is broken because of you.

i had always mend the heart my self when it was broken.

it is your turn to mend this broken heart.

tell me now can you mend this broken heart of mine?

"Don't Speak"

You and me
We used to be together
Everyday together always
I really feel
That I'm losing my best friend
I can't believe
This could be the end
It looks as though you're letting go
And if it's real
Well I don't want to know

Don't speak
I know just what you're saying
So please stop explaining
Don't tell me cause it hurts
Don't speak
I know what you're thinking
I don't need your reasons
Don't tell me cause it hurts

Our memories
Well, they can be inviting
But some are altogether
Mighty frightening
As we die, both you and I
With my head in my hands
I sit and cry

Don't speak
I know just what you're saying
So please stop explaining
Don't tell me cause it hurts (no, no, no)
Don't speak
I know what you're thinking
I don't need your reasons
Don't tell me cause it hurts

It's all ending
I gotta stop pretending who we are...
You and me I can see us dying...are we?

Don't speak
I know just what you're saying
So please stop explaining
Don't tell me cause it hurts (no, no, no)
Don't speak
I know what you're thinking
I don't need your reasons
Don't tell me cause it hurts
Don't tell me cause it hurts!
I know what you're saying
So please stop explaining

Don't speak,
don't speak,
don't speak,
oh I know what you're thinking
And I don't need your reasons
I know you're good,
I know you're good,
I know you're real good
Oh, la la la la la la La la la la la la
Don't, Don't, uh-huh Hush, hush darlin'
Hush, hush darlin' Hush, hush
don't tell me tell me cause it hurts
Hush, hush darlin' Hush, hush darlin'
Hush, hush don't tell me tell me cause it hurts

I keep on thinking that one day i'll change, i rarely think when. . .

to wait till im 25?

to wait till i die?

to wait till the sun rises from the west? there's a sign that will happen soon. by then my taubat is no longer accepted.

 till when then? till when im goin to be the person that i know i should be.

what stoping me?

if its too late what will it be?

this is happening to me, is it happening to you too?

its lost...

its gone...

where have diary gone to?

wei f.r.e.n.z!! wher's our group diary???

MARCH - APRIL:   O-level results came out